
Sunday, October 26, 2003
tml is my birthday n yes i should b happie but im not... early in the morning i cried ..juz all of the sudden i break down... i keep cryin n cryin non stop... my heart hurts... i feel so painful... so pain until i feel lyk dying... maybe is because i really fallen for you.... my heart is w you.. but where's yours? i don wan to noe n i nv wan to noe.. i wonder if i see you on the street should i say hi or should i juz walk away...n pretend that i nv noe you..nothing much happen on the bus 88 there is no guys in my life.. there is only gals n bungs n thats it... ...i don noe...i ask myself y am i always regret.. i couldnt get the ans.. i hate myself for that.. im a failure i tried all ways to b happie but couldn.. i couldn stop cryin .. my heart is bleeding... i wonder y... i miss you so badly but i refuse to tok to you... whenever im sad you're there, you bright up my day... but now i couldn find you.. but anyway thank you i haf give up wo ai ni
{/7:05 PM}
count on it .